This is a program, Christ-based for believers or unbelievers that tried everything but did not find the peace and result they need. Start right off with this program I did it myself and found it very helpful. There is Nothing But Christ for true healing.
God Bless you.
Many different programs are available to help you not just with addiction but your pain and much more.
Please find one near you
FT LAUDERDALE C.R. https://calvaryftl.org/ministry/celebrate-recovery/